Corbin Gardner '13 (right) speaking with a guest after our Commissioning Mass |
How will I ‘allow the light’ this year? Such is a worthy question no matter who you
are, but especially so for the 35 Mercy Volunteers preparing for an upcoming
year of service in the name of love and mercy.
I consider myself lucky to be among these 35 and yet genuinely
challenged by the theme of this week’s orientation—‘Allow the Light’.
Fortunately,
we have been given some excellent food for thought on how, exactly, we might
allow the light that is mercy to penetrate and permeate our lives and
service. Speaker Tony Medwid, director
of the Bethesda Project of Philadelphia, put it to us like this: light can only
get in through cracks. What are my
cracks? As much as I would like to believe
that my strengths will carry me through this year, I am beginning to think that
it might be my weaknesses, vulnerabilities, or the cracks in my armor that will
actually serve as the vehicles that transport me toward my intended
destination. Do I truly believe that
entering into my weaknesses could enlighten my life? Is vulnerability the path
to deep joy?
“Allow
the light, in order that you might become the light”; such was the challenge Sister
Megan Brown, RSM posed to us. Although such
words can be cryptic, confusing, and cliché,
(here I sympathize with Happy Gilmore and Danny from Caddyshack—“be the
ball”) I know there is some wisdom in them.
How do I ‘become the light’?
Perhaps a hint lurks in the name of our organization—mercy. Mercy, like compassion, can only be expressed
to another person after we enter into his or her life in all of its
messiness. In order to do so, it may
require that I admit that, beyond a few cracks, my life is downright
messy. If I have the courage to confess
that my life is messy, that it is in fact riddled with cracks, then perhaps the
illusions of my person that I have attempted to piece together can give way to
a drowning light, a light that gives life and hope to others of all backgrounds
and a light which invites persons to consider the goodness of its source. Thus, I make the words of our theme my prayer
as we begin our year of serving those who are poor and marginalized. I invite
the light.
Corbin Gardner - Witness to Innocence - Philadelphia, PA